Porn Past Haunts Women Long After Pictures Taken

Between 1997 and 2006, Donny Pauling produced nearly 2 million pornography photographs and hours of video. Then he stopped. At his blog, Donny’s Ramblings, he offers an insiders’ perspective on the lasting impact of porn on the people who work in it. He has kindly given us permission to reprint these two articles.

Porn Stories: A Crying Model Just Left My House

An Email I Received This Morning

Yep, porn is harmless…

See also:

Porn Stories: Another Email from a Former Model (7/28/08)
“Life’s been kind of hard since I took those pics with you 7-8 years back. I had to drop out of a class because the instructor was giving me his opinion about the photos that he just happened to stumble upon, the love of my life broke up with me cause of the pics, got back together with me but will never marry me, I’ve had people I work with get together behind closed doors and share those pictures with each other (had to quit), people recognize me when I’m out about town, I’ve lost my sense of security.”

Phone Call This Morning (10/5/06)
…I have little personal attraction to pornography. When asked why I say this I tell them, “When I see a pornographic image or video, instead of seeing what the model is doing in the photo or video I see her two weeks after it was shot. The money has been spent and she’s crying on the phone asking that her photos be removed because her family has found out and are telling her that she’s shamed them.”

Pornoland’s unwritten law: “if we tell the truth about what’s really going on here, the fan will get turned off”
Bill Margold, a
veteran porn star who now counsels young people entering the business,
says 18-year-olds are too young to make the potentially life-altering
decision to go into porn. “I get 18-, 19-year-old girls who just don’t
understand that once you do this, you are sociologically damned
forever,” he said.

Jenna Jameson’s Cautions to Would-Be Porn Stars
[The
performers] don’t own any rights to their screen work, so scenes can be
reused in compilations. And because the adult industry isn’t unionized
and the movies are so cheap to make, the stars make a piddling slice of
the overall profits…

Anti-Pornography Activist Blog: “Jenna Jameson’s 25 Good Reasons Why No One Would Ever Want to Become a Porn Star”
“Most girls get their first experience in gonzo films – in which
they’re taken to a crappy studio apartment in Mission Hills and
penetrated in every hole possible by some abusive asshole who thinks
her name is Bitch. And these girls, some of whom have the potential to
become major stars in the industry, go home afterward and pledge never
to do it again because it was such a terrible experience.” (Pg. 132)

“In a worst-case scenario, a gonzo director will take a girl to a
hotel room and have their friends shoot a cheap scene in which she is
humiliated in every orifice possible. She walks home with three
thousand dollars, bowed legs, and a terrible impression of the
industry. It’ll be her first and last movie, and she’ll regret it – to
her dying day.” (Pg. 325)

“In other scenarios, she’ll work for two weeks until she’s only
getting paid seven hundred dollars a scene and then, finally, no one
wants to use her anymore. So she’ll agree to do double penetration or
drink the sperm of twelve guys just to stay working.” (Pg. 325)

“If you take the time to read it (a sample adult-film contract)
carefully, you will notice many ways in which a female performer can
get shafted – both literally and metaphorically.” (Pg. 353)

Martin Amis: “A rough trade” (explicit)

Porn Actresses: Most Careers Are Short, Few Are Lucrative (explicit language)

Testimony in Los Angeles: Peter Bogdanovich on Porn and Hollywood
Since
Dorothy [Stratten] was killed, a lot of women have written to me or
told me what Playboy has done to them [Stratten, who appeared in
Playboy, was murdered by her pimp husband]. Even if they manage to
avoid personal liaison within the sex factories, they spend the rest of
their lives trying to forget it, or live it down, or cover it up, or
get away from it. Other young women have been tricked, pressured,
blackmailed into pornography, and they have trouble, there’s trouble
getting them out. Actresses who have consented to some nudity in
legitimate films, pictures of this have been put into pornography
without their consent. Cybill Shepherd had that happen to her when,
from a picture we did together–and believe me, if I had that scene to
do over again, we’d just as soon not do it naked, because it wasn’t
really necessary.

There are lucky ones who won lawsuits. They
could afford lawsuits, but didn’t repair what happened to them. Since
my last testimony, I’ve been in touch with many people in the
entertainment field… They, along with the people that I’m mentioning,
the silent people, they’re all afraid to come down here and tell you
exactly about their experiences… Women who were in pornography are
afraid to speak out because it will call attention to their past, which
will destroy the margin of legitimacy that they have been able to
establish for themselves. These women live in fear of exposure, and
there are a lot of them.

Testimony in Minneapolis: Prostitutes Blackmailed with Porn
…on
many occasions, my clients are multi-, many-, rape victims. These rapes
are often either taped or have photographs taken of the event. The
young woman, when she tries to escape or leaves, is told that either
she continues her involvement in prostitution or those pictures will be
sent to her parents, will be sent to the juvenile court, will be used
against her. And out of fear, she will continue her involvement in
prostitution.

On several occasions, not many but on several
occasions, these young women have found that later that their pictures
have been published in pornographic magazines without their knowledge
and consent. This is very traumatic, especially when I have been
working hard with this young woman to make things in her life better.
She is involved in the straight lifestyle and finds out there are
published pictures of her engaged in various sex acts.

Capital Video: Purveyors of Shame Feature a New “Celebrity Sex Tape Scandal” (explicit language)
Capital Video excels in the wrongful uses of shame. We have already discussed their prominent offering of “1 Night in Paris” at their website, Amazing.net:

Best price on the web! We are purchasing a huge amount of
them and will fulfill all orders as soon as it arrives. This collectors
item is a must have for your adult video library! Paris Hilton a blue
blood celebrity now forever to be referenced by her 102 minutes of
shame. Watched this surveillance film of the Hilton family’s worst
nightmare. Rick in Paris’ Hotel… Rick’s tongue in Paris’
Pussy…Rick’s dick in Paris’ mouth…Rick’s cock in Paris’ pussy! The
finale showcases Ms Hilton’s blowjob talents where Solomon jerks his
load on her breasts.

Featured at the top of the Amazing.net home page today is “Kim Kardashian Superstar”. The movie box cover bills this as “The NEW Celebrity SEX Tape Scandal”. Amazing.net’s (typo ridden) sales copy reads:

Paris Hilton’s good friend socialite Kim Kardashian has
been caught up in a new sex tape scandal after filming her sexploits
with her ex, Whitney Houston’s reported new beau Ray J.A raunchy tape
featuring the former couple engaged in various sex acts.Kim Kardishian,
the daughter of famed attorney Robert Kardishian, reportedly has been
offered a $2 million deal for the exclusive rights to the tape. But
Kardashian insists she wants nothing to do with the sale of the sex
tape, and insists her ex, R&B star Brandy’s brother, will not want
to get caught up in the deal either.

Not only is this a
bad use of shame, but the consent of the “star” to release the film is
not apparent. Capital Video appears to believe that calling attention
to this will increase sales, or at least not hurt them. Consent also
appears to be missing, or at least not clearly apparent, with the
release of the Paris Hilton video. Many of our opponents claim that consenting adults
should be allowed to do whatever they want when it comes to porn. The
truth is, however, that many elements of the porn industry show little
desire to be scrupulous about the appearance or the reality of consent
in their products.

Now Showing at Amazing.net: The War on Privacy and Consent (explicit)
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Dedicated to exposing real ex-girlfriends.

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The college coed cummundrum
continues! In other words college chicks are getting filmed naked!
Without their permission! Naked while they change dress shower get
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